Hey, isn't Nicholas so cute? He was born April 14th this year. And I think that picture was taken in June. He can turnover from back to front now, from right to left. And he props his butt up! *giggles*

Matt broke up with me a few days ago. I'm alright. He had the strength to let me go; but I still think he was a chicken for being scared when at the end, we had a couple of disagreements. He did his pro/con list, and he ran away and didn't talk.

I don't regret anything. And I will always love him--now in the more agape friendship way, than a romantic love. His mom was sweet and wrote me an email.

For my vacation next month, I may go away for a few days. I have two Padres games to go to--one Wednesday, then Sunday. I could cancel and just work then. Or maybe I could get certified in scuba over four vacation days. I can also go to the dentist!

My initial reaction after a day, was to sign up on eHarmony. But the way I feel now, I will, poor guy, just snap at him, then stomp away. *laugh* All my friends and co-workers have been terrific. They invite me to do stuff, and encourage me to keep my head up.

Susana said, "It's hard to work to keep someone happy all the time." She said she got married at 21 to her husband who is 12 years her senior. She had a couple children from a previous relationship. I think she's been married around 9 years already.

Melody was funny. She doesn't even know yet that we've broken up, but last Saturday, she was like, if things don't work out, I have a guy for you! Heheheh.

You know that song, Freedom, by George Michael. Yeah.